( ...and why can't I look away? )

HOMG.  No internet in two days.  Does anyone realize how painful that is to me?
Very.  I was stuck at home all day by myself yesterday with nothing on TV, no tangible ideas for writing in my head, or internet connection.  I was so bored.  All I wanted to do was go on the bike trail, but I couldn't.  
( I was so bored I made these: )

I'm supposed to wake up in an hour... but I haven'y even gone to sleep yet.  I love how insomnia decides to be a [bigger] female dog  when there's something important going on.  Awesome.
Yeah, well... at least this way I'm burning more calories.  -___-U

YOUR FACE IS A NAZI!!!

OK, random, sorry.  It's 5:36 and I'm watching Dir en grey PVs, so sue me.

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HAPPY CHRITSMAS!!!

Yay!  I love Christmas.  This year, however, is very strange.  Dad and Melody are in Mexico right now-- they left the 22.  Mom and I are going tomorrow.  It's really strange celebrating this day without them.  Mom and I have been having a party without them, though.  Lol.  I can't help but wonder if Melody or Dad got to open gifts ( Read more... )

Mom and I went Christmas shopping.  We were at Hot Topic and I went to the Tokio Hotel area and showed her which things I really wanted.  All I really wanted was this one gray TH shirt since the rest were pretty, uh... fugly.  Oh, and the TH TV DVD.  I better not be in that.  No, no, no.  I will sue if I am in it, but I most likely will not be, so ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forvever, again.  A lot of things have been going on, but I've still had some time to make posts on here... but I haven't.  That's really pretty freaking lame.  What's even more lame is the fact the I update  my ED journal a lot more than this one.  That's just shows where mind is.   i:P

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I've been incredibly busy lately and haven't posted let alone looked at my friend's page (except for the things that matter-- like D'espairsRay).  And because of lack of time desire to post, this will be bulleted.

• D'espairsRay. ♥♥♥ Dying to get KAMIKAZE-- literally.  And total congrats on them already selling out the Limited Edition Version.   
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I'm not sure why I found it so amusing...  It's really not funny or anything.  It's not really anything someone would think about but...  Well, I went onto D'espairsRay's myspace and looked at their top friends and Dir en grey was on there.  I bursted out laughing.  I'm not really sure why.  I wonder, do Diru and D'Ray like eachother's music?  Are ( Read more... )

Yeah... today was weird.
I got out of school early to go to the dentist but for some reason, they cancelled my appointment as soon as I got there.  Stupid place...

I downloaded the PV for「Obscure」by Dir en grey, watched it and, for the first time ever, felt sick.  I don't know how many times I've watched it before, but this is the first time it ( Read more... )

Muahahahaha!  I found another mother-load of downloads!  
*is currently downloading「Kodou」PV by Dir en grey*
Ah, the beauty of the internet...

I'm so sad that the Taste of Chaos tour is over in the States now and D'espairsRay is already on their way back to Japan.  I feel the loss of their presence here, already.  T__T  Who knows how long it will be ( Read more... )